I swear i'll be there to see you guys the next time you all come.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

sian arh..

dis morning did not feel lyk waking up at all..

woke up at 730am.

cus lim sheng wanted plc to meet at serangoon macs at 8am to discuss some stuff..

oh well..

i reached there bout 805am..

den we eat bkfast..

i ate sausage mcmuffin wif egg.. =D

den after dat meeting started..

onli 5 ppl there..

lim sheng.. rama.. andy.. zhe hao n kunrong.

den he talk bout stc n some stuff..

den after dat we decided dat plc should come up with an identity..

den we decided to make a shirt loh although it is very common..

den after dat rama went home..

andy went home..

left lim sheng, zhe hao n i.

den we aso went home after a while..

first tym i stayed in macs for so long..

from 0800 to 1130.

3 n a half hrs. lol.

then i came home..

all my relatives here..

den got jiejie charmaine's baby..

i think bout 1 n a half months old..

veri cute larh..

d hair spiky spiky one..

lol..

sian larh..

onli can use comp for bout 1 hr more..

den my parents come home to fetch me out...

damn boring larh..

go out wif them on a sunday..

some more later at night mus go my uncle's hse for a math tuition..

oh well..

dats it for today..

maybe from todae onwards i use comp once a week bah..

mus control myeslf n study for mid-year exams.. =)

loving u is the thing dat i do not regret most in my life. =)

Omg!!!

felicia jus told me on d fone dat mrs yeap read my blog somedays ago.. =/

cus 207 was in the comp lab having music lesson..

den i think manisa went to my blog see see..

den mrs yeap somehow found out..

den go control her comp..

den go read..

i scared she from now onwards start reading n reading sia..

den i cham liao.. =x

todae was another sucky day lar..

morning go national skin centre for doctor's apointment..

until bout 10 plus..

den went for cca at xinmin..

but i went to coffeeshop first for breakfast.. xD

den slack slack there..

den i go in skoo..

everyone was rehearsing at the parade sq..

den felicia tell me dat manisa n her guardian at 207 having ptm.. =/

oh wells..

enuff of dat..

den we acted till bout 1230..

den go canteen eat lunch..

there was dis cleaner auntie...

ask us for help to stack of d chairs in the hall..

den we helped loh..

so we stack stack stack..

den d auntie veri happy..

lols..

i huv nva seen a school cleaner so happy b4..

den after lunch..

act again..

until 345pm..

den go home..

den bathe..

den go chemistry tuition..

damn sian..

den after dat go bugis..

shopshop..

eat..

n i bought one pair of converse white shoes ler.. =D

89.90 =x

but after discount i onli paid 76.45 =D

den after dat go for chinese tuition..

damn sian..

den when my tuition finished it was bout 930pm..

damn boring lar..

haish..

i think for d past few days u've been in alot of sun.. =x

n i think i have become blacker.. =x

todae another 6 hours in d sun.. =(

such a boring day + not being able to message u = misery for me.

Friday, March 23, 2007

quite alot of things happened todae..

d most crucial one..

307 made miss phan cry.. =x

oh well..

shall not go into d details..

=)

after school..

kenneth , arnold n i went to watch movie at j8..

actually arn n i wanted to watch bean..

den ken wanted to watch tennage mutant ninja turtles..

so arn n i watch tmnt in the end..

dun wnna pangseh ken..

lol..

den after movie we went to d arcade..

play drums..

play initial d..

play some game called outrun.

den at bout 6pm we left j8.

arn n i take mrt to amk den take 74.

arn go home den i go for tuition at kovan.. sian.. =(

ken went home by another route.

den by d time i reached kovan..

it was 710pm..

my tuition was supposed to start at 630..

uh-oh.. =/

den some more i was in kenneth's clothes.. (i go his hse take)

so..

i went to heartland mall toilet change into my school uniform! xD

den go mavis..

den walk into d class normally..

teacher nth to sae..

hehe.. xD

den got phy n A math tuition till 930..

den after dat came bak..

n here i am.. =)

i will miss u dear.. though u can't msg me... my heart will alwaes be urs.. =)

Thursday, March 22, 2007

finally bak at home..

jus finished my dinner..

came home at around 8pm..

cca ended quite late todae..

i think 715 den end.

oh yarh..

todae at bout 530pm..

we had a break for actors..

den me dom louis n vidya went down to the canteen to buy biscuits n drinks from the vending machine n the drink stall.

den vidya went to buy oreo biscuit.

den he insert money..

press d code (e.g. A6)

den d oreo started to push itself out..

lol..

den suddenly..

it stopped!!!

guess d oreo is too thin..

lols..

den we did something funny..

onli bout 15ppl in d canteen..

so dom went to d back to the machine n started kicking it..

lol!

den vidya n i "punched" d machine..

den whack whack whack..

n the oreo dropped!!!

woohoo!

xD

damn funny lar..

lols..

den after dat we faster go bak to music rm..

go bak den eat..

but..

on d way bak..

we saw mr ho..

den he caught us wif all our food n drinks..

den ordered us bak to d canteen..

sian..

den we go bak canteen..

still dun wanna eat there..

so we talk cock..

n kept track of his movements..

he was talking to some old students near d canteen..

den after bout 15mins..

he finally ended the conversation..

so when he went bak to d staff room..

d 4 of us chinog bak to d music rm..

heng got no other teacher c sia..

=D

life has been really bad these days.. wad is going on in me?????? =/

lols..

now blogging from pc27 in the comp lab..

hehe..

gtg now.. lesson has ended..

sian arh..

later got eldds.

haish..

her fone bill came ytd den her fone confiscated i think..

cus morning i msg her den she nva reply me.

sad.. ='(

hope she gets bak her fone soon.. =D

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

todae was a damn fun day lar..

morning nth much..

until 945.. xD

supposed to have cme lesson..

budden no teacher come in.. o.0

den dexter make paper aeroplanes wif a3 size coloured paper..

den make alotalotalot..

den throw around d klaz..

den everyone followed..

lol..

den throw throw throw..

got one flew out of d window den fly until dunnoe wut block..

lols..

oh yarh..

den got one go into d eco-pond..

LOL..

den it was floating there..

haha..

if during dat period any teacher walked past our klaz sure die der..

but no teacher walked past though.. =D

den after dat was pc lesson..

mr lee came in..

we very noisy..

den some of them dun wanna stand up n greet him..

so he offed the fan.. the lights..

n made us go to d parade square again..

for d 2nd tym..

den we all go lorh..

damn funny lah..

den in the end dunnoe y we go to d science staff room onli..

den we sit there.

dexter, ren yi n sheila kp on rebutting him..

lol..

den he nth to say..

den mr singh from upstairs saw..

den they tio caught..

lol.

den after dat nth much ler..

den after school go library do hinese project..

den we slack..

in the end ended up going to slpywood forum to c 4th job skills n c youtube videos..

lol..

so we did nothing..

hehe.. xD

den after dat i went for my boring eng klaz..

den came home..

watched dance floor..

WALAU!

break force crew eliminated..

they so cool lor..

sian arh...

but todae vas n pris quite cool sia..

their dance lyk got storyline lidat..

lol..

jus now mr lee called my dad..

talk bout ptm..

say he must go..

wth larh..

wad huv i done wrong man..

aso nva rebutt teachers..

aso nva wreak havoc..

den u wan c my parents..

my dad got course..

my mum got doctor's appointment..

den u come spoil their plans..

n make me worry bout wad u gonna say..

damnit larh!

jus now after my dad hanged up he come kaopeh me..

n he thinks i have done something bad in school..

my mum thinks so too..

ptm onli bout bad stuff meh..

walan eh..

i still rmb last year's ptm..

afternoon they came home..

den scoldscoldscold..

den cold war wif me for bout 3 wks..

damnit lor..

dunnoe wut dis year's ptm would be like..

hope it's something gud bah.. =x

scolding will not help a person to be better..
so y mus scold?
some more scold without a reason..
wad is going on in ur mind man..

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

wah.. jus finished watching "the arena" the results..

Raffles Institution --->6
United World College --->94

i think d 3 r.i. ppl there mus be damn paiseh lor..

todae was such a boring dat lar.. lessons ended at 3pm.. =(

but for chinese we went to the com lab.. xDDD

den i go google..

go c whether from there can trace my blog anot..

can sia..

den my fren dun believe..

he ask me go click..

den i show him lor..

den swaeswae phan lao shi saw..

den wan to give me 0 marks for my ca2. =x

dat was early in d lesson.

den at d end of the lesson she totally forgot lar..

gud for me lor.. =D

den i jus walk out normally..

hehe.. xD

oh yar..

before that..

during history lesson..

something veri funny happened..

cus someone kissed his girl on d mouth quite some time ago lar..

let's call dat someone smoocher. xD

den tio caught by teacher.

den nowadays during recess he has to go for counselling.

poor thing sia.. wad is there to counsel?

oh yar..

den dat person todae nva bring history file..

den stand up..

31 ppl in my klaz nva bring larh..

den he was one of them..

den mr singh went around..

seat to seat.

asking for d reason..

dis is d conversation when he went to smoocher's seat.

Mr Singh : y u nva bring file?

Smoocher : haven file yet sorry.

Mr Singh : y nva file? too busy smooching izzit?

den d whole klaz started bursting out in laughter.

really damn funni larh!

den he nth to say..

lol..

oh yarh.. on monday..

before cca..

i was at stall 6 buying food..

den priscilla saw me..

cus she wanted to c me mar..

for some reason..

den say hi loh..

den during badminton she go tell manisa i veri black..

lol sia..

i where got black..

onli abit brown mah.. >_<

some more compared to my frens i quite white liao lor.. lols..

i think is cus on sunday from 2pm to 5pm i playing soccer at yeung ching..

den become blackblack.

lol.

den during cca ytd 3 hrs in d sun aso..

sian..

now even blacker i think..

i think i btr change my blogskin sia..

=/

14 more days to the day kah wei "dies".

Sunday, March 18, 2007

the phone bill

-comes home from tuition at 2200.
-steps into d house.
-dad scolds scolds scolds.
-go upstairs.
-mum scolds scolds scolds.
-takes a bath.
-eats dinner.
-replies ONE message.
-both scold scold scold.
-shows fone bill.
-$174.28 =x
-scold scold scold.

this was wad happened to me on the 17th of March, a saturday.
i came home onli to get a scolding.
lol.
ears damn pain lorh. >_<
hmm.. maybe i should show everyone how i accumulated a bill of $174.28 =)

---------------------------BILL---------------------------

Mr Tan Sing Wen
17 Hai Sing Road
Singapore 538920

Thank you for using our services. Summary at a glance...

Date of Bill 14 Mar 2007(dunnoe how come they on 17th den scold me. lol.) (some crap here lar. u c aso no use.)
(some crap here too. =/)

hmm.. now interesting part.

Details of Current Charges.

Mobile No. 9******* (haha! dun tell u my no. xP)

G 3G iOne Plus (Promo) blahblahblah 17.14
G 3G iOne Plus (Promo) blahblahblah 24.00
G Caller-ID (Promo) blahblahblah Free
G Caller-ID (Promo) blahblahblah Free
voicemail crap.. lazi to type. hehe. free aso lah.
some registration fee. 10.00
G SIM Card 30.00
some free barring service.

G Local Airtime Call Charge 18Feb 2007 to 08 Mar 2007 58.98
Incoming 105.2Min(s) 15.85
Outgoing 286.6Min(s) 43.13

G SmartMessage(Local) 18Feb 2007 to 08 Mar 2007 2086 Messages =/ 104.30

And after some deduction it's $174.28.
lol.

wah.. i jus watched d ren ci show when chen li ping n 3 other ppl dancing on treadmills wib d song "hey mickey".
so cool man!
lol.

oh yeah. n todae was investiture.
rama damn funny lar..
"ycsPLC 2007 baris sedhiyah"
lol.. actact all d long words.
lmao.
den dis year's coffee damn fucking salty lar.
coffeemaker = jowell
lol.
in the end he aso get a taste of his own coffee. xD
den d bread got some no pepper some got alot of pepper.
den i took d no pepper one.
yay!
but got super alot of margarine.
dats sucks more. =(
den after dat i got my scout standard. xDDD
everyone from plc get.
except one or two. =x
den after investiture plae soccer.
lol.
i'm getting more n more soccerfreaky these days.
den plae for lyk 3 hrs.
from 2pm to 5pm.
lol.
den after dat i came home.
den bathe.
den i realised my certificate n badge was in scout den!!! omg.
den i contact plc ppl.
they all aso nva bring home.
lol. next wk den take bah. =D
den after my bath i did history holiday hw from 530pm to 7pm.
first tym can chiong history for 1 n a half hrs.
14 source based questions. =/
oh well.
dats a load off my head. =D
den after dat eat dinner.
den plae maple.
so boring lar.
even though got 2x exp.
i still came out to post.
lol.
sian arh.
tmr's d start of term 2.
wish me gud luck.
lol.

each day brings me closer n closer to my exams.. and closer n closer to u. =)

Saturday, March 17, 2007

so tired!!!

ytd was such a tiring day loh.

had cca in school.

damn slack.

cut things onli.

den afternoon dom, louis, royce, nigel, vidya n i went to d fitness corner to plae soccer.

in the end 4-4.

lol..

we came bak 20mins late at 1250.

den tio scolding from instructor.

scold scold scold.

den must run 15 rounds around d parade square.

wtf lar.

we so tired liao.

oh well.

den i ran wif dom.

runrunrun.

walkwalkwalk.

lols.

den after dat run finish liao we went bak to d canteen to cut some stuffs.

den damn slack aso.

in the end we sort of plae soccer in d canteen.

for lyk 5 mins.

den after dat listen to music.

plae handfone games.

etc etc etc.

den after cca at 630.

onli dom n louis plae soccer.

i din plae cus my dad was outside skoo.

den he send me home.

i go bathe.

den he fetch me go tuition.

den i went to yoshinoya to eat.

my dinner cost me $7.20. =x

den i saw one girl from xinmin working there.

from my batch.

i think either 308 or 310.

den she help me clear my food.

LOL.

hmm..

den after dat went mavis.

saw zhe hao.

he was going to find his mummy.

lols.

den after tuition i went home.

parents not at home.

den i called manisa.

talked for lyk 1 n a half hours.

lols.

den i hanged up when my parents came home.

lol.

sian arh!!!

later still got 3 tuition.

e math, chem n chinese.

sian arh!!!

yay!

tmr investiture liao.. xDDD

official promotion!!! xDDD

mus set gud example liao.

xD

31 days n counting. =)

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

our first month

HAPPY ONE MONTH DEAR!!! xDDDDDD

time flies.

a month has passed.

=)

job week has ended too.

so saddening lar..

i onli earned 204.50 bucks.

=(

next year i chiong liao.

cus i become spl.

den no more kids to bring along!!

can solo wif tao yee n rama!

woot!!

hehheh.

much more freedom.

much more chionging.

lols.

hmm..

i shall start setting my targets for job week 2008

day 1 --$250--

day 2 --$200--

day 3 --$150--

day 4 --$125--

so in total, for job week 2008, i should be earning a total of $725.

LOL!

i think can lars.

but if day 1 n 2 falls on a weekday den sure cannot loh.

oh well.

walau eh..

i think something's wrong wib my left bicep.

it's lyk..

2 daes ago..

when i was having cca.

i carried d staircase.

den i think exert too much.

dunnoe whether d muscle got tear anot. =x

now it's lyk..

when you touch it..

lyk blue black pain sia.

dunnoe wad happen..

hope it remains strong.

hehe. xD

sian ar!

later at 5pm got english tuition.

suddenly i have thoughts of skipping it. =/

my sec 3 life has changed my quite totally.

i study more..

without realising.

lol.

i feel that i have become closer to scouting.

i feel that..

urm..

dunnoe how to say lar..

lols..

i jus feel lyk being enthusiastic in scouting.

yeah.

i'm aiming for advanced scout standard by d end of 2007.

den maybe by august 2008 i can start working on cca?

try to bah..

but of course.

o-lvls r more important.

jus slightly more important.

xD

the four letter word------ LOVE ;)

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

patched

todae i talked to her for lyk 1 n a half hours in d morning.

den she patched wib me.. xDDD

it's not a forced one.

i jus convinced her. x)

so tmr's our one month ler.. =)

now i talking to her on fone..

guess we're okae liao.

=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

todae's job week sucked.

i went to boon keng in d morning wib jin guan. kunrong, soon huat, n andrew.

den there onli earned 6 bucks.

so change location.

go hougang.

den there i combed one block

earned NOTHING.

wtf.

so i sian diao loh.

den i go downstairs d playground to slack.

den at there slacck for bout 1 n a half hours.

lols.

den almost slept.

lol.

den after dat went for lunch at some chinese noodle restaurant at d 2nd floor of hougang mall.

sort of disgraced myself.

lols..

den after dat went to buy xxl crispy chicken.

so nice. xDDDDDDDD

den after dat d rest went to serangoon.

den i come home n blog.

hehe. xDD

den later going to yangzheng to hand up my 6 bucks. =x

paiseh sia.. =/

hope i dun get scolding.

den later maybe can plae soccer. xDDD

well.. dats all for todae.

nothing much to say liao.

=)

Monday, March 12, 2007

tearless

today was d judgement.

i woke up.

i looked at d clock.

845am.

i told myself "1hr 45mins more to meeting her".

after dat.

before leaving d house.

i looked at my fone time.

1hr 25mins more.

when bus 72 came.

1 hr 5 mins more.

after getting down d bus.

41mins more.

when trainer came.

26mins more.

getting super nervous.

5 mins left to seeing her.

i told d teacher some crap reason n went down.

in d canteen.

she was not there.

i could not even recognise her lar.

den my frens were there.

so jisiao.

den she came wif manisa.

den my frens siam.

den we talktalktalk.

she say wut puppy love..

den ask me break.

expected.

haish.

y do adults think love in secondary school is bad???

WHY???

SOMEONE TELL ME!!!

haish..

den after dat sort of cried lar..

sort of..

yeah..

den after dat went back to cca rm..

i go storeroom..

cry n cry n cry.

den first half of d day till lunch i got no mood to act.

den before lunch i went to find manisa.

den we talktalktalktalktalktalk.

den she aso v sad. ='(

i spent my lunch wib her.

so ate nothing loh..

den she went home.

i went for cca.

den after dat got abit of mood to act ler.

cus she talked to me. xDDD

den i was quite enthusiastic lar..

judging by my condition. =x

den after cca at 5 i went to plae soccer cus amanda cheered me up.. =))))))))))))))

she said y so sad? we both still have feelings for each other? y cannot like each other?

den i was lyk " oh yarh hor!! wtf am i thinking man!"

LOL!!!

yeah.. so dats how i regained my proper composure n confidence again.. xDDD

THANK YOU AMANDA JIEJIE!!! ^__^

hehe.. xD

den plae till 630.

den after dat i went home.

bathe.

go a maths tuition.

den after dat during tuition she smsed me.

say she dun mind having a school relationship.

so i said ok.

=)

den after tuition.

she changed her mind.

say wanna break.

wtf lar.

den i asked her y.

she said cus felicia jealous.

damnit lar..

den i go kaopeh felicia.

she kaopeh me..

den quarrel.

lol..

anw now i think okae ler..

den i asked her y.

she say dun wanna risk.

haish..

den she say go slp.

so i think i calling her tmr loh..

oh yarh..

tmr i got job week.

last day ler..

mus chiong =)

100 bucks tmr..

try my best to lah..

lols..

i think we going to boon keng.

cus according to some ppl there not combed yet.

lol..

go there try luck loh..

but on d last days of job week..

almost everywhere in singapore is covered.

so i dun expect too good results. =/

oh well..

i not sure how to concentrate tmr..

haish..

but still mus earn..

set a gud example as a pl.

oh well..

hope i do not get too disappointed tmr..

in both aspects.

job week & you know what ;)

Sunday, March 11, 2007

FUCKED UP DAY

omg sia..

her guardian wants to meet me at 1030am tmr..

n she will be there too..

=xx..

i dunnoe wad to say lar..

but obviously her guardian will be asking for break..

she dun wan break..

i dun wan break..

haish.. ='(

y is love not allowed?

y mus ppl think dat love in secondary school is a bad thing?

we can encourage each other to do things..

get motivated by each other..

y cannot?

better rite?

so y break?

wad kind of fucking mindset is dis?

haish..

i think after dat whole day cca i will have no mood loh..

i 100% cannot concentrate der..

haish..

just like today n yesterday..

today was another fucked up day..

onli earned 81 bucks..

actually can earn lyk 150 der..

but i made a huge mistake..

we were at serangoon north avenue one..

den we at there chiong..

by lunch earned 55 bucks liao..

v happy..

den everyone wanna go compass eat..

so i brought them there loh..

dat was d biggest mistake of todae..

den at hougang interchange..

guess who i saw?

Fariz..

i was in scout uniform..

den he "eh? u scout ar? job wk ar?"

lol.

so i told him bout my pri skoo's open group.. told him bout d old boys n stuff..

so he "orh" "orh" "orh"

but i not sure whether can get cca points anot..

oh well..

back to my story..

after lunch at compass..

we went to sengkang square there..

den go there chiong..

there sucks lar..

one block onli 10 bucks..

d ppl there damn fucked up.. ( sorri to those who r staying there.. =x )

den silas n i secretly take mrt to punggol without d other kids knowing..

hehe xDD..

den go there liao take lrt..

to some weird station..

den go down..

wanted to find joel sim..

one of my best frens in pri skoo..

but sadly he not around.. =(

oh well..

den after dat at there do..

even more fucked up lar..

one block 4 bucks..

fucking shit..

den no tym to go bak n do liao..

so jus at there do loh..

den went back to sengkang to meet d rest..

den went back to yangzheng..

den had plc meeting bout stc..

i present present present..

den everyone say go post in forum..

sian..

den after dat mrs chan treat us dinner again.. xDDD

so cool man.. free dinner for 2 daes.. xD

guess dats all..

now thinking bout wut her guardian will ask me tmr.. =x

dunnoe wad will happen to me tmr.. =/

Saturday, March 10, 2007

haish.. today was one of the worst days ever in my life..

deardear din slp last night.. she was crying all night.. i'm sorri ='(

todae start of job wk.. for all those who still dunnoe i am a scout lar..

morning earn alot.. from 9am till 11am earn bout 43..

dat was in serangoon..

den after dat take bus go serangoon gardens..

wanted to go landed property askask..

den when i got down d bus..

felicia called..

she said deardear's guardian found out everything bout me n her..

i was fucking stunned..

nth to say..

so jus say byebye n hang up..

after dat..

i was thinking was would happen..

veri stressed n troubled..

partly cus i leading 8 ppl around..

den i went to terraces n solo..

nth..

i jus walked lyk a zombie..

jus lyk a guy buying houses..

in the end..

after 2 hours..

onli earned 4..

partly cus there got ppl combed liao..

partly becus i din even bother to press d doorbell..

den during lunch..

no appetite..

jus forced something into my mouth..

den after dat i sort of woke up..

i told myself to stay focused..

so i brought my patrol to sengkang..

there i solo one block wif my acting apl..

den earned 34 for one block..

not bad lar..

den at 6pm..

go kovan..

find d ponggol nasi lemak boss..

she gimme 10 bucks donation =)

i every year go find her..

lol..

den after dat went back to yangzheng..

give back money..

taoyee earned 130..

i earned 110.5 nia..

den while giving d ventures d card n money to tally up d amounts..

deardear called..

she said hello..

den no reply..

suddenly i heard another voice dat said hello..

it was her guardian..

scary..

she wants to meet me on monday after my cca..

i told her okae..

so at 5pm i'll be in d canteen..

scared..

she seems quite serious n pissed..

feel so sorri for deardear..

i'm sowie.. ='(

den after dat i could not even fucking think bout where to go for job wk tmr..

den i confided in zhehao..

a sec 2 guy from yeung ching aso..

from hougang secondary..

we talked talked talked..

from 8..

till 9..

den went out wib mrs chan, kang wei n d ventures..

scouts onli got me n zhehao..

den after eating everyone went back..

i waited at d bus stop for my parents who were still eating in some other part of Singapore..

zhehao was wib me..

i confided in him..

den i dunnoe y i could not take it..

n i broke down..

i jus sobbed n sobbed n sobbed..

for lyk 15mins..

dunnoe wad happened..

jus veri sad..

wonder if i'm gonna lose my dear anot..

haish.. ='(

den after dat my parents came..

den sent zhehao back to springbloom..

den we went home..

den now i'm here..

doing proposal for stc..

n jus now she came online..

i talked to her.. for lyk 5mins..

she wanted to find me..

den she told me dat she din slp last night when i asked her..

she does not wanna break up..

she said she cried throughout..

sad.. ='(

i'm sowie.. ='(

i think tonight will be my turn not to slp..

jus can't get to slp..

haish.. ='(

now still doing d proposal thingy loh..

haish.. ='(

wonder wad time i can get to slp..

some more tmr mus chiong earn $$$ again..

but at least i know she will still be wib me.. =))

i'm sowie dear.. ='(

i really really really luv u alot..

i dun wanna lose u..

i still wanna be wib u..

i still wanna share my joy wib u..

i still wanna share ur burden wib u..

i still wanna luv u..

haish..

sad..

now my onli worry is wad she will ask me on monday..

dat guardian of hers................