I swear i'll be there to see you guys the next time you all come.

Monday, March 12, 2007

tearless

today was d judgement.

i woke up.

i looked at d clock.

845am.

i told myself "1hr 45mins more to meeting her".

after dat.

before leaving d house.

i looked at my fone time.

1hr 25mins more.

when bus 72 came.

1 hr 5 mins more.

after getting down d bus.

41mins more.

when trainer came.

26mins more.

getting super nervous.

5 mins left to seeing her.

i told d teacher some crap reason n went down.

in d canteen.

she was not there.

i could not even recognise her lar.

den my frens were there.

so jisiao.

den she came wif manisa.

den my frens siam.

den we talktalktalk.

she say wut puppy love..

den ask me break.

expected.

haish.

y do adults think love in secondary school is bad???

WHY???

SOMEONE TELL ME!!!

haish..

den after dat sort of cried lar..

sort of..

yeah..

den after dat went back to cca rm..

i go storeroom..

cry n cry n cry.

den first half of d day till lunch i got no mood to act.

den before lunch i went to find manisa.

den we talktalktalktalktalktalk.

den she aso v sad. ='(

i spent my lunch wib her.

so ate nothing loh..

den she went home.

i went for cca.

den after dat got abit of mood to act ler.

cus she talked to me. xDDD

den i was quite enthusiastic lar..

judging by my condition. =x

den after cca at 5 i went to plae soccer cus amanda cheered me up.. =))))))))))))))

she said y so sad? we both still have feelings for each other? y cannot like each other?

den i was lyk " oh yarh hor!! wtf am i thinking man!"

LOL!!!

yeah.. so dats how i regained my proper composure n confidence again.. xDDD

THANK YOU AMANDA JIEJIE!!! ^__^

hehe.. xD

den plae till 630.

den after dat i went home.

bathe.

go a maths tuition.

den after dat during tuition she smsed me.

say she dun mind having a school relationship.

so i said ok.

=)

den after tuition.

she changed her mind.

say wanna break.

wtf lar.

den i asked her y.

she said cus felicia jealous.

damnit lar..

den i go kaopeh felicia.

she kaopeh me..

den quarrel.

lol..

anw now i think okae ler..

den i asked her y.

she say dun wanna risk.

haish..

den she say go slp.

so i think i calling her tmr loh..

oh yarh..

tmr i got job week.

last day ler..

mus chiong =)

100 bucks tmr..

try my best to lah..

lols..

i think we going to boon keng.

cus according to some ppl there not combed yet.

lol..

go there try luck loh..

but on d last days of job week..

almost everywhere in singapore is covered.

so i dun expect too good results. =/

oh well..

i not sure how to concentrate tmr..

haish..

but still mus earn..

set a gud example as a pl.

oh well..

hope i do not get too disappointed tmr..

in both aspects.

job week & you know what ;)