what the fuck larh.

i just found out dat my 6 bucks kena zoom by someone. cheebye shit larh. oh well. heck care larh. past few days not allowed to post.

oh ya. that very fateful night, when both my parents were downstairs watching tv, i put both d warning letters onto d table. den i faster go slp. just before i slept, i could hear some grumbling n crying. =x den at 3am, i woke up. could still hear my mum crying. could tell dat my dad was fucking pissed. den at 6am. woke up. my mum jus finished bathing. din even dare to talk to her. din even dare to look her in d eye. den when i bathe finish, go to d car, i ask them where is d warning letter, my dad smack my head. WTF lor. den my mum say dunwan gimme. ask me go meet mr singh for appointment. den on d way to school in d car i quarreled with her again. den she cry again. fuck it larh. warning letter warning letter. i rather caning lor. bloody shit.

den in school. dun wanna face alot of teachers larh. esp mrs belinda goh n mrs annie ng. ms chan still okay. yong hor i dun care larh. i dun even feel embarrassed in front of him. haish. jus dunnoe how to face some specific teachers.

oh well. life's going totally d wrong way round. turning 360 degrees. i'm confused. haish. really dunnoe wad to do. getting mood swings easier n easier everyday. wth is wrong with me? =/